If you missed my last post, you will understand this post.  All I can say to her is this…in the morning—->take meds

“I’m truly sorry.  I know the things I wrote in that e-mail were hurtful and spiteful.  That was a little bit of my mom coming out in me, and I don’t like the person I am when I do and say hurtful, vindictive things like that.  Not that it’s an excuse, but I was very angry with you.  You know me — I hardly ever get Angry… upset, pissed off, sure, but anger is an emotion I rarely ever experience.
 
I don’t know why you have a problem with the situation, and I don’t need to know.  What I do know is that I felt very betrayed when I couldn’t talk to you openly about it.
 
I understand if you would actually like to end our friendship.  We’ve had our ups and downs, but I will always look back fondly on the good times.  Maybe our friendship has run its course.  If that’s the case, know that the door is always open and I am just a phone call away if you ever need to talk. 
 
I don’t need anything in your house, and I would appreciate it if you did not go to my mother’s house… or get my family involved in this in any way.  Not that I intend to make a threat, but if you want to go down that road, it could only lead to bad things for both of us. 
 
Again, my sincere apologies for making nasty remarks in that last e-mail.  My anger got the better of me, and it was very immature.  I hope, even if we do not remain friends, that you can forgive me.  “